Sunday, July 29, 2012
Sick
My heart hurts. Physical pain. So many things, rushing, pounding, swirling in my head. I cannot control them. Thoughts. I cannot stop them. I cannot understand them. But they hurt.
Why? You have so much to live for. So much to see. You're a beautiful, shining star in the sky. Can't you see that? Can't you see how beautiful you are? I hope that something stirs in your soul, or has already. And you see how amazing you are. All you have to offer. The light that you are in the darkness. You didn't ask for it, you didn't deserve that which happened to you. But it did. And you are so much better than it. Don't be sad. Rise up. Fight. Fight for who you are.
And you. You disgust me. I was so blinded by the past, so loyal to friendship. To the tie we had made. You've tested those bonds, and attacked them. Tried to see how far you could push it, stretch the limit, see the outside. And they broke. Shattered. A million pieces, impossible to repair. And I'm not the only one. How. How could you do that? A life was in your hands and you through it out the window. Do not look to me for help when the world turns its back on you.
And still, one more. One more thing to pull on a heart string. A liar. A cheater. HOW. After all you know, and everything that you've felt, how could you? I am in complete disbelief, and you turn a blind eye, like it's not your fault.
Lies and betrayal. My heart sinks. What is this for? What do you have if not your friends?
Why? You have so much to live for. So much to see. You're a beautiful, shining star in the sky. Can't you see that? Can't you see how beautiful you are? I hope that something stirs in your soul, or has already. And you see how amazing you are. All you have to offer. The light that you are in the darkness. You didn't ask for it, you didn't deserve that which happened to you. But it did. And you are so much better than it. Don't be sad. Rise up. Fight. Fight for who you are.
And you. You disgust me. I was so blinded by the past, so loyal to friendship. To the tie we had made. You've tested those bonds, and attacked them. Tried to see how far you could push it, stretch the limit, see the outside. And they broke. Shattered. A million pieces, impossible to repair. And I'm not the only one. How. How could you do that? A life was in your hands and you through it out the window. Do not look to me for help when the world turns its back on you.
And still, one more. One more thing to pull on a heart string. A liar. A cheater. HOW. After all you know, and everything that you've felt, how could you? I am in complete disbelief, and you turn a blind eye, like it's not your fault.
Lies and betrayal. My heart sinks. What is this for? What do you have if not your friends?
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